Larry is currently in Coffee Creek Correctional Facility in Wilsonville, Oregon. He got there on June 7, 2011. He has been undergoing all kinds of tests and is waiting to hear which prison he will be sent to for the rest of his prison stay. I talk to Larry about 1-2 times a day. His spirits are up and down, he is having a real hard time with all that has been going on. The injustice of the whole case has been extremely difficult for him to swallow. It has been nice for him to know how his testing is going. The mental health person met with him yesterday and they put him on a mild sedative since he is extremely stressed and suffers major anxiety. It has been really difficult to talk to him on the phone as he is constantly on edge.

We all just miss him desperately. Draydon told me it is getting a little easier for him each day, he misses his dad, but at least it is getting a little better and he doesn't have to take his mild tranquilizers as often as he was. He still has anxiety attacks if he thinks too much about it, so he tries to keep himself busy so he doesn't have to think too much about dad.

Danene misses her dad terribly and it really doesn't seem to be letting up for her. Life feels dark and gloomy for her.

I try each day to do what I know I should. It is still very difficult for me to swallow living without the man of my dreams for six years. When I think about the time, I sometimes feel completely hopeless, but I know we will have eternity together and I truly love knowing he is my eternal companion.