yet another tough day!

I had a few family members delete me off facebook today. It is days like today that I would love nothing more than to just talk to Larry for a moment. I love him so much and I miss my best friend. He is my favorite person on this earth. I am so glad that there are those that know him and love him. My family members that have deleted me are ones that don't know Larry at all and have no clue as to the truths of this whole thing. They believe the rumors they have heard and refuse to even hear any of what is the truth. It is funny how people can become so closed minded and intentionally hurt others and still feel good about themselves. I miss him so much, but I am glad that I have not been able to talk to him because he does not deserve to hear of all the drama caused by others.

I am so thankful for my Aunts who are loving and kind. I have some really amazing Aunts who love me more than I could ever repay. I also have my mother and sisters who are so loving and kind. I don't know why it hurts me so much when others are so cruel, but when they are family, you would hope they could love you like you love them. I still love them and that is why I have spent the whole day crying my eyes out. I dislike the way that Satan attempts to destroy families. I wish there was a place to run and hide, but I will face my accusers and hold my head high because I know the truth.

I hope all of my loved ones and supporters know how very special they are to me. I hope I will be able to afford to talk to Larry on his birthday!